I love organizing. Sorting things out. Make plans. Twist and turn to get a clear picture of every angle. I've been completely occupied with my own mind these past two days. Organizing, over and over again until I feel some kind of control. Budgets has been made, problems has been solved and I feel more ready than ever to jump on this train and head towards the future.
I appreciate this quality of mine. The ability to turn chaos and stress into effectivity. It can be difficult to manage sometimes, but it also get things done in a crazy speed. What I needed now was a goal to motivate myself with, to wake my brain up from the lack of motivation this past year has brought upon me.
Being me is never easy. My schedule and mind is like playing the hardest level on Tetris. But I'm obviously damn good at Tetris.
Now it's time to breathe!
(Nope. I have literally no idea what I'm doing in this picture)