Someone special ♥

2016-06-02 03:29:00 From my head, Den Allsmäktige Lingonrenen

Many years ago, when I first entered the school I graduated from a few years ago - my hall neighbour were this sweet girl and her amazing puppy. All through the years I've been very fond of this dog, Nanook. He came straight from a fairytale, and had the kindest of hearts. Last year in school, we both moved. And ended up neighbours once again. Years has passed by, but they have always been around. An amazing story, really, but I'm going to keep it to myself this time. Because this is about the dog, the gorgeous boy that has always had a place in my heart. He couldn't have had a better family, and I'm incredibly grateful to have been a part of his life. 
Nanook were special. One of a kind. Someone that stormed in and took my heart. All my love and thoughts goes to his family, sweeter people is hard to find. You made his life the best it could get. ♥
Far beneath the stars above, a universe beholds.
With love and joy, they rule their world and keep each other strong.
A new member of greatest kind, with a heart oh so sweet.
No pain and sorrow left behind, except aching heart of ours.
With all the love, I hope you're well, in this new world of yours.
In my heart, and in my mind - you'll always have your place.
Travel on, and sometime we might meet

Beautiful things, all the beautiful things!

2016-05-25 09:51:40 From my head, Den Allsmäktige Lingonrenen Life, Den Allsmäktige Lingonrenen

I am a person filled with an endless amount of emotions, inspiration and thoughts. My eyes are my greatest strength - and vulnarability. My ability to see is also what affects me the most. Being able to see beautiful things give me inspiration and a feeling of happiness, calm and satisfaction. Watching a great sunset, a wonderful tree - or something as little as a gorgeous pen, will brighten me up and give me ideas. 
I have had days with no vision. I have had the fear of that one day no longer being able to see. And every day I'm greatful for actually being able to see the world when I open my eyes. 

Despite that, my go to thing when doing something boring, is using equipment I enjoy. Because it makes me a little bit more happy. This morning I'm doing something as incredibly funny as paying my bills. Yay. (Sigh). But it do get slightly more interesting with my favorite tea, strawberries, candles and my favorite pen. 
Enough of my morning. What did you do this morning?

I don't have willpower. I am willpower.

2016-04-28 13:40:00 From my head, Den Allsmäktige Lingonrenen

My name is Vilja. In english that is the direct translation of "will" (as in willpower). 
I'm not the person that make it to the finish line every time I decide to do something. And I'm definitely not the first person to cross it when I finally spot something that looks like a finish line. I rather tend to be the person that stumbles and fall through the whole race. But I guess I'm also that person that always get back on my feet, no matter how many wounds the fall get me. Because in some way, my survival instinct is its own kind of winner in every race. Every time.
Even at days when everything feel absolutely pointless, and I just want to break down and cry. Give up. Quit. When I just want to scream to the world; "Is this what you want from me? To give up? To just lay down and rot? To lose the race?". Laying there on the ground, feeling the pain. That's when the survival instinct kicks in. Tells me to choose a different direction.
I may not win the race I started to run in, but that doesn't mean I have to lose. Or even cross the finish line. I just have to get back up on my feet and choose a new angle. Trick the world. Laugh back. Because somewhere, sometime, I'll find a finish line that is mine to cross. And I'm going to be first. The winner. 
Because i never quit. No matter how difficult it is, I always get back up. 
Because I am willpower.
 Foto: Linnea Weibull